"Dark Stag" - Chapter 16
KIJUS:
I paced back and forth, the marching
guardsmen being the last thing I needed to see. Devari looked at me, not
understanding the significance of what was going on.
“I’m
going to need you to calm down…” He suggested.
“I
can’t.. This is bad!” I responded, full of panic, “I will literally go to the
front gates of the palace myself and slaughter anyone that hurts him!”
Tears began to stream down my
cheeks. Devari was confused.
“Hurt
who?” He asked.
“Richard…”
I said back. Devari took a congested breath, not too enthused about what I
said.
“In
that case, then really calm down… Think before you do something stupid…” He
advised.
All I could do was begin to make my
way back to the brothel. Devari, frustrated with having to keep up with me,
followed. He panted heavily, watching me as I whistled up to the sky. Seconds
later, Bazahra’s return screeches echoed off the buildings. Her silver frame
seemed to appear out thin air as she landed on the ledge. I got on my hands and
knees, pulling pen and paper from her pouch. Swiftly, I wrote Richard a letter,
folding it and handing it to the bird.
“Okay,
I need you to give this to Richard…” I said to her. She chirped, nodding,
taking off on stiff-shallow wingbeats.
Again her silvery plumage melted into the sky. Devari
watched in awe.
“She’s
that well trained?” He asked.
“Yeah…”
I said back, standing and waiting, my eyes scanning the sky line. It wasn’t
even thirty minutes before she returned. She landed with a bound.
“Gone…”
She said.
“Fuck…
Search everywhere…” I said, so worried. She was hesitant to fly, seeing the
worry in my eyes. The reluctant bird took off, riding the thermals high as her
powerful eyes scanned the ground.
“You
still love him?” Devari asked, looking at me intently. It made me concerned.
“Yeah…”
I responded.
“And
you think he still loves you?” Devari prodded.
“I’d
hope so…” I shrugged.
“I’m
going to be honest. I think things would have changed a bit since you last saw
him. Extreme power can change someone so rapidly…” He said.
“Don’t
say that.” I responded, clenching my head.
“He
might not view you the same, anymore after this…” Devari sighed. Slowly my eyes
fell upon him, with heaviness and frustration.
“What
are you trying to do? He is everything to me! He’s one of the only few people I
have left fighting for me! And need be, I’d fight for him!” I said firmly.
“Are
you going to do something stupid?” Devari asked me plainly.
“I
don’t know yet…” I said back, heading towards the stairs.
“I
don’t mind if you do… Just make sure you don’t fuck us over in the process…” He
said. I looked back at him, annoyed.
“Rest
be assured, if I do something stupid, it’d have no affect on you.” I sighed.
The boy followed me to my room. I don’t know why, but when
ever he was around, he’d cling to me like glue. It was beyond odd. Still
though, it was the lesser of issues. I sat down at the desk clenching my head.
It was difficult to be rational right now. The only thing I could do was to
begin pinning a letter:
‘Gou,
What the
fuck is this? What happened? I heard that evil nobleman has taken over
everything!I sent Richard a letter but Bazahra returned saying he was gone! I
don’t know anything from here, what’s going on, ANYTHING! Before I do something
stupid, please tell me Richard is okay, safe somewhere! I need to know… Please,
I’ll give it three hours to see a response and if not, guarantee I’m looking
for him!
I need to
know what happened? It’s hard being here, putting up with the horrors of this
brothel, being away from the man I love, having my own investigation going on,
still being a wanted man, and having so many new and changing variables pop up.
I don’t know if I’m close to quitting but, maybe we also need to rethink this
strategy. It may have seemed like a decision from my heart to join this brothel
in a search for my sister but, no!
This was a
well plotted, pre-thought pre-coursed plan of option because it was my last
resort! But with the slow pace of this operation, and the fast pace of what’s
changing around me, I’m slowing things down and I don’t think that’s fair! What
should I do, Gou? This all is weighing so heavy on me, like you don’t
understand, I’m barely holding together… Just advise me, tell me if Richard is
safe, and guide me through this… please!
Kijus’
“Wait,”
Devari said, looking over my shoulder, “Kijus? Is that your real name?”
“You’re
not helping…” I sighed.
“And
this place isn’t that damn horrible…” Devari said, making light of this all.
All I could do was roll my eyes, beyond irritated with the boy. He smiled,
knowing it was getting under my skin. There was no point in even responding.
I got up, heading out of the room,
down the stairs, to the base level of the warehouse and up the stair chute to
the roof. Again, Devari followed, this starting to become very annoying. I
whistled loudly for Bazahra. In the distance, her battle screech could be
heard. The low flying bird came from around the corner of an adjacent building,
landing beside Devari and I.
“Still
no find…” She said.
“Okay…
Get this letter to Gou… Please hurry.” I said back. The bird chirped before
taking off.
It left me slowly pacing around,
deep in thought, nearing tears. Devari watched intently for some reason. He
probably was taking note of my worried state. This was literally the first time
he saw me crack like this, saw me this vulnerable, this emotional. He sighed.
“Just
get some rest. If you need anything, I’ll be in my office. I had you training
pretty early and since I’m gonna be on a tight schedule…” He said, a bit
apprehensive, “I might train you on something new later tonight.”
“Please...Please… No, don’t, not today…” I begged.
“Please...Please… No, don’t, not today…” I begged.
“It
won’t be anywhere near as bad as the other shit. I promise!” Devari said. I
looked at him intently, seeing he was genuine.
“Whatever…”
I responded, still not too enthused. He nodded, leaving me on the rooftop.
Something wasn’t right about that.
Devari was probably the smartest person I knew. In some sick way, this felt
like a game. However, with his rights to the brothel, my position and the way
things were going, this could be expected. However, his disposition had changed
substantially over the past few weeks and I couldn’t read him.
With all the variables at play here,
the change was understandable. The part I was concerned about was the
relationship between Devari and I. He and I were quite close, a strange
symbiotic relationship forming between us. He literally let me do whatever I wanted
despite my murky history as long as I stayed here and continued with the
training. It was a situation that was quite hard to make sense of but one that
I didn’t want to jeopardize.
I didn’t know what, but I could
possibly use Devari for something useful if I continued to let him do what he
did to me. It made me wonder precisely how Devari’s mind worked. He was
obviously incredibly intelligent, but his life made him cutthroat and ruthless.
He was guarded, only showing you a tiny fraction of who he was. Not only that
but his way of judgement was very objective and every decision he made felt
methodical and evenly weighed. His eyes showed this so clearly. They were so
radiant and always calculating! It made even the most mundane of conversations
with him feel tedious and nerve racking.
Thinking about Devari made time go
by swiftly. Bazahra returned within a few hours, exhausted from having to fly
so fast. I hurried to read the letter, not happy to see it was from Gou:
‘There was a
mutiny that started around three in the morning. Sir Socoshian mobilized his
forces to take the upper ring but our sources gave us a marginal heads up which
allowed us a narrow escape with Richard. He escaped through the service tunnels
and aqueducts and was picked up by UCM forces and taken here.
There might
still be a few battles going on. The initial battle was long and drawn out
between the King’s Guard and Official Guard. As of this message, it is still
uncertain who is winning the fight for the stronghold. What is important
though, is that Richard is safe and reunited with his brother and sister.
Hopefully this message gets to you in time before you go and do something
reckless. Again, it is not fair for you to be in your current position and it
is too late to change things so it is imperative that you stay rational at all
times! Stay strong Kijus!
Gou’
“Boss
trusts you too much…” Someone said. It was Mardee with a cast on his arm and a
number of bruises.
“He
doesn’t trust me…” I said, denying the fact.
“I’ve
seen that boy put through hell. He’s never shown any type of leniency to anyone
who’s lied to him the way he’s shown you. Maybe it’s because he’s in a hard
spot and you are the perfect escape
for him… I don’t know. He’s acting strange! You just better not backstab us! I
don’t know how you walked out of that office alive, what you said to Devari to
change his mind, but I’m not sold like him. To me, you’re a liar, a
manipulative little imp who has some unseen motives. And I will let the truth
come to the light!”
“You
know,” I began, “When I beat you all, I made it clear I didn’t want to hurt any
of you. I’ve been quite truthful with Devari! He’s been truthful with me.
However, he hasn’t been honest with me which is not quite the same as being
truthful. I won’t do the same! And you’re right! There are unseen motives and
you don’t have to let the truth come to the light. When it comes, it’s going to
blind us all!”
A thin smile spread across my face.
Mardee didn’t know what to say next so I continued.
“I’m
not your enemy! I’m just a foreigner a long way from home, doing anything and
everything in my power to make things right and get back home!” I said, still
smiling.
“Just
don’t hurt us!” He said.
“I’d
just leave before I let harm come to this place…” I said honestly. Mardee
sighed.
“Verywell…”
He responded, leaving me to my own devices.
I sighed as he headed towards the stairs. Mardee was
concerned for the right reasons but his tryhard nature was annoying. It was
hard to tell if he genuinely cared for this place or was looking after his own
ass. All things considered, he probably thought I’d go back and tell Divari
about this talk which in turn would make him look better in Devari’s eyes. But
honestly, I could care less.
Still though, I had to pen a response. I looked down at
Bazahra, smiling.
“Get
you some food.” I said to her. She chirped, taking off yet again. I returned
down the stairs to my room, penning a response. I’d send it later in the day.
As for now, it was time to go to breakfast and then later to the gym.
Upon entering the lounge, everyone paused, looking at me in
shock before carrying on. This would definitely get old fast. Nonetheless, I
made myself breakfast, sitting at the most isolated table I could find. Within
minutes, the Wolf and the Mammoth came over. Both had so much curiosity written
across their face.
“What
the hell is happening?” The Wolf asked.
“Wait,
what do you mean?” I responded, there being quite a bit that has happened.
“Out
there!” They asked, pointing out the window.
“Oh,
there’s a battle… The Official Guard is facing off with the King’s Guard.” I
answered plainly.
“Like…
Mutiny?” The Wolf asked.
“Yeah.”
I responded.
“Why’d
you rush out of training like that?” The Wolf asked, concerned.
“I’ve
got some… issues.” I smiled, not wanting to tell him much.
“And
the way boss chased after you. Seriously though, he’s so lenient with you
compared to the rest of us!” The wolf noted.
“Yeah…
Some people don’t like how much freedom you’re getting here.” The Mammoth
noted. I looked at him indifferently.
“I
don’t care…” I shrugged. The Wolf smiled.
“That’s
the attitude I want from you! When you start getting comfortable and learning
how much you’re worth out there…” The Wolf teased with a nod.
“Shut
up…” I said with an eyeroll and chuckle, “I don’t have a monetary value… I’m
worth far more than that…”
“Well you’re in a brothel so, you do have a monetary value, Mr. High-horse…” The Wolf laughed.
“Well you’re in a brothel so, you do have a monetary value, Mr. High-horse…” The Wolf laughed.
“True…”
I said, sipping from my water, “Devari said he’s gonna train me on intimacy or
something along the likes…”
“Wait,
he’s gonna train your or?” The Mammoth asked.
“I
don’t know. I’m not excited…” I responded.
“Yeah,
what if you like it?” The Wolf asked, jokingly. I looked at him vaguely.
“Seriously!”
I said back.
“Well
damn…” The Mammoth said, clenching his head, “Are you finally letting yourself
loose, letting yourself enjoy this?”
“No…
It’s just something about Devari. He’s been trying hard for the past few weeks
to get on the same page as me. And now we finally are connecting and I just
don’t like it…” I said back.
“Why
don’t you like it?” The Wolf asked.
“Devari
scares me…” I said honestly, “He’s methodical, well practiced… I’m not, I’m
naive, don’t know any of this shit and can’t precisely see things the way he
does. I can’t help but wonder if I’m being manipulated into something…”
“You
fail to see how he takes care of us. You just haven’t spent enough time here,
that’s all. Just let your guard down and let him take care of you.” The Mammoth
advised.
“I’ll
try but… It’s not the easiest thing to do.” I responded.
The Mammoth dropped his big mitt on my shoulder, patting it.
“You’ll
get there.” He smiled, getting up. The Wolf nodded as well, leaving with his
friend. I gave them a nod as the two left. It was now time to hit the gym.
The work out wouldn’t be too intensive considering I didn’t
know what Devari had in store for me. It was mostly running on those strange
stationary track machines for about fifty minutes. Then after that, I did power
contortium for another hour. It was a bit more of a work out than I intended
but nothing a warm shower couldn’t fix.
That was also something I wasn’t accustomed too! Warm
showers were probably the most trippy thing and I loved them! The hot jets of
water... The steam... After a long work out, it was my favorite thing to do. It
was an escape from this place and almost felt sacred! It was a place where I
could remind myself why I was here and refocus on everything I needed to
succeed in my goal.
Soon, knocking on my door made me hurry my already prolonged
time in the shower up. I grabbed a few towels wrapping myself up. Before I
could answer the door, Mardee bombarded in followed by a number of assistants.
It made me nervous.
“Yes?”
I asked.
“Go
to the training studio. Devari is waiting on you.” He said. He and his
assistants turned, leaving. It was almost shocking how Mardee made it clear he
didn’t like me. I couldn’t even respond to him. All I could do was finish
drying off and throw on a robe.
I headed down the stairs to the
training studio. There, a few guards were posted at the door. Devari was
sitting on the sectional in the rear. He looked so exhausted it was almost
concerning. The boy sighed, scratching his head.
“There’s
no one to train you on what I wanted. It’s a tough time and I can’t afford to
just go off the training plan and add someone to the payroll so for this little
stint, I’ll have to train you myself.” Devari said. He didn’t sound enthused,
“But it is something you must learn…”
His lack of enthusiasm was upsetting
to my stomach. He always seemed so eager to pounce on me but not today. I
blamed it on exhaustion, it being the only solution that could keep me sane in
these fragile times.
“Come
here…” He said.
I did so a bit hesitantly, but I tried not to show it.
Devari took my hand, sitting me down next to him. It wasn’t a move I was
expecting. He slowly crept his hand up my thigh, crawling on top of me. His
every touch was so gentle, so unlike anything he’d ever shown me! Somehow his
hand managed to get itself into the arch of my back, pulling me closer to him.
His and my lips grew dangerously close. It felt so wrong, so
bad, so taboo! They connected, his lips being supple yet firm, the warmth of
some type of dark liquor on his breath making it all the more alluring! It was
only a short simple kiss, but it did a lot for me! We withdrew, left staring
into each other’s eyes. He smiled boyishly at me, knowing what he did chipped
away deeply at me.
“Your
heart…” He began, “Was pounding so hard… Your cock, as solid as stone! All just
from a single kiss…” I was so confused.
“Your
point is?” I asked, growing defensive. This felt like a defeat. I let Devari
seep a little too far into my head.
“My
point is that, it wasn’t just a kiss. It was a look, a touch, a mannerism, a
compassionate gesture that made you melt like putty in my grasp! And it was
all… fake!” He said, sounding so cocky. His words hit me like a train, making
me realizing I was beginning to crack! My heart longed to be touched the way
Devari touched me since Richard and I parted ways. And to have Devari do it was
so magical until it came crashing down when I learned his affection wasn’t
genuine.
This place was definitely changing
me. It turned me into a sex craving whore and there was no way around it. And
to know Devari could make me feel this ecstasy and euphoria without feeling the
same only made me withdraw into a shell. Devari could see it happen.
“What’s
wrong?” He asked.
“Can
someone else train me on this… I just don’t feel comfortable doing it with
you…” I said. It shocked Devari.
“I
would if I could find some volunteers.” He said, seeing I was incredibly upset,
“Very well…” He got to his feet.
My words seemed to have dug into him
as his did me. He left the room, looking back at me on his way out. As soon as
that heavy door closed, tears cascaded down my cheeks. I felt truly disgusting
and dishonorable like an infidel. Still, Richard had my heart on lock and being
away from him was so hard! How Devari was building himself a place in my heart
as well made this feel overwhelming. I couldn’t let this happen! I couldn’t be
this weak!
These tears had to stop. Just like
that, they did. However, anything that would upset me might cause them to start
again. The guards all looked at me, unsure why I was crying but said nothing.
It was a long wait before Devari returned. He came back with a look of
disappointment.
“No
one volunteered, sadly.” He sighed.
It just made me frustrated! He could see it building. It
made him apprehensive as he came back over to the sectional. He sat down with
that same boyish charm.
“I
can’t be that awful, right?” He asked. There was nothing to say. The only thing
that could be done was glare at him. He couldn’t know the profound effect he
was having on me, “Just tell me what’s wrong…”
“Why
are you catering to me like this?” I asked.
“I
have to… You’re not being treated any more special than any other escort…” He
shrugged. My eyes slowly drifted from him, down to the pillows on the floor as
my mind went deep into thought. Devari could clearly see this. It seemed to
worry him, “You’re not like anyone else I’ve worked with. I… I can’t quite read
you.”
“Let’s
just get this over with. Teach me what you got to teach me.” I said with an eye
roll.
“Come
on…” Devari smiled, crawling over to me. He placed a peck on my lips, “Don’t be
like that!” He continued to kiss me, something subconsciously just letting him
take over.
He again wrapped me in his arms, holding me tightly as we
kissed. It was as far as I was willing to go. He didn’t need to know how much I
was enjoying this, how much I felt I needed this! He withdrew, looking at me in
disappointment.
“At
least kiss me back…” He sighed.
“I
don’t really know how.” I said, being honest.
“Oh
my god…” Devari said, shocked, “You’re truly like… so innocent yet so fucking
bad!” My eyes darted around, unsure what to make of his note.
“Okay?”
I shrugged.
“First
rule. You want to pucker those lips lightly. Always start off soft. You don’t
want to be too firm when doing it. Ease into it!” He leaned forward,
demonstrating. The kiss was just melting my insides, but he didn’t need to know
that, “Second rule… You want to go with the rhythm. When someone’s kissing you,
you want to follow the pace they set. Third rule, don’t use a lot of spit. It’s
gross… just gross… Fourth rule? Your
hands are secret weapons. Use them to explore! Lastly, don’t think… Let your
imagination run wild. I kid you not, if you do this, it can make kissing last
for forever…”
Joy was written all over Devari’s
face! It was clear he enjoyed kissing! Hell, I enjoyed it too, a lot but again,
showing it wouldn’t exactly benefit these feelings. Devari could only see
disgust on my face though. He rolled his eyes, leaning in to kiss me. I did
what was told, except being imaginative. I didn’t want to get too lost in the
kiss.
Eventually Devari withdrew. He
looked at me with a bit of disappointment.
“You’re
not giving me much to work with right now. Why are you holding back?” He asked.
It shocked me. How could he tell.
“I’m
not holding back…” I argued.
“If
a machine could kiss, it’d kiss like you! Yes you are holding back!” He said
back. The insult made me want to push him off of me, but I just stared at him,
“Kiss me, like I am the love of your life!”
It made me so angry.
“Okay…”
I responded. He dove in on me once again. This time, I imagined he was Richard.
I imagined those supple lips and firm hands were Richard’s, that muscular body
laying on top of mine, Richard’s! We stayed like this for a while. Soon, Devari
withdrew and our eyes opened.
The disappointment filled me upon
remembering this was Devari not Richard. Nonetheless, I pouted and kept it
rolling. Devari’s hand went under my leg, lifting it up as his cock grinded
against my opening. To my shock, the boy was soft! His penis wasn’t even hard
while mine was feeling as though it was going to burst through my shorts. It
too made me sort of angry!
He resumed kissing me, the anger
subsiding as I got lost in his grasp. Soon his kisses went from my mouth down
to my chin, to my neck, my chest, then to my core. I twitched and squirmed as
he hit there. He laughed, looking up at me.
“Found
your little weakness…” He said, looking devilishly good! It did nothing but
make me want him more! I was so torn but too deep within it to quit. Soon he
put his mouth around my cock, and began sucking it so slowly, with such
intensity I couldn’t help but dig into the bedding of the sectional.
Without warning, I kicked him off. I didn’t mean to but the
guilt kept me from going all the way there with him. Devari could see this
clearly, his eyes squinting as though he was seeing straight through me.
“Why
the hell did you do that?” He asked.
“It
was getting intense…” I said. A devious smile spread across Devari’s face. He
flipped me onto my belly, going down on me from the rear. I screamed out, the
sensations his tongue giving me being too intense to remain silent.
Eventually it all came to an end. Devari didn’t go as far as
I thought he would and it made me gracious. Sometimes, I wondered if he were
psychic! He knew precisely what made me tick and wasn’t afraid to exploit it.
But he also knew my limit. He sat next to me, looking at me intently.
“You,”
He began, “Have a hard time separating the physical from the meaningful. It’s
common amongst Illisians that turn into the brothel but with you, it’s intense!
There were moments I could feel you almost letting go and letting your passion
do it’s job. While at other times, you were holding back…”
“How
can you feel this?” I asked, mindblown at just how nuanced his senses were.
That addictive dark smile spread across his face.
“I’m
a sexual empath.” He said plainly.
It then made perfect sense! His keen
sensitivity to intimacy was because he had an empathetic talent for just sex
alone. There was no denying it was an admirable trait.
“Wow…”
I said.
“One
of these days, you have to let yourself loose, let yourself be one with
yourself! That is the discipline taught here, to be one with your sexuality and
quite frankly, you’re not doing so well! You are lovely! You have perfect
everything but you don’t care for pleasing others and secondly you’re torn
between shame and sexuality! You’re going to have to pick one day soon…” Devari
said.
It did nothing but make me upset.
Everything he said was true! All I could do was nod. He got up, leaving. Soon I
ended up back in my room. The only thing I could think about doing was taking
another shower and having just a relaxing evening taking care of myself. It
would be quite relaxing.
After the second shower, I lathered
myself down in deep penetrating oils. Then I put on the finest satin robe. My
hair was growing out, my jet black roots visible beneath the bleached top. I
was starting to look Illisian again. This gave me some piece of mind. I began
mixing oils for my hair, sitting the container in nearly boiling hot water.
While doing that, I began mixing oils for my hands and feet,
also placing them in the boiling water. I was missing quite a few ingredients.
Oils were nice but I needed something deeper penetrating, like lotion. Back
home, my little sister would make the finest, sweetest lotions for us. However,
in this brothel, I had to work with what I got.
One thing they did have that I loved were salt scrubs. These
too were dropped into the scalding water. Next were the cold items. I had
somehow managed to make a bromeliad and melon face mask from some food down in
the lounge. The night was spent scrubbing and revitalizing areas of my body
that needed it. It was always fun taking care of yourself.
“So,
you do have to work for your beauty?” Someone said, startling me.
I turned, shocked to see the Wolf standing there.
“Yeah…
It’s fun taking care of yourself, you know…” I said, trimming my toenails with
some sheers. He looked around at all the things I had on my vanity.
“This
is a lot.” He noted.
“I
know.” I chuckled, “And to be honest, it’s still not enough…”
“What
more possibly could you need?” The Wolf asked.
“Beeswax,
vanilla oil, vinegar, detritus, egg, fish oil and banana just to name a few
things.” I shrugged.
“What
all would you need that for?” He asked.
“Do
you really want to know?” I responded.
“Sure.”
The Wolf said, taking a seat as I continued to groom my toes.
“The
beeswax would be to help me make lotions. The vanilla oil, just for fragrance
and scalp care. The vinegar is a good natural astringent for pores. The eggs
are quite beneficial for skin masks and the fish oil is full of vitamins to
consume…” I said.
“How
precisely would you make lotion?” The Wolf asked shocked.
“You
use beeswax as your base and mix in core minerals, essential oils and boil the
fuck out of it” I shrugged.
“It’s
that simple?”
“It’s
literally that simple,” I responded, “Why are you here, exactly?”
“I’m
bored and you have one of the nicer rooms.” The Wolf said plainly.
“Leave.”
I said.
“Really?
Can we just relax in here?” He asked, “I’m not trying to do anything perverse,
I just want to relax. You realize you actually need to make friends in here
right?”
“Whatever…”
I dismissed.
“You
say that like you don’t plan on being here for forever! I don’t think you know
how awesome you got it! You get free food, water, shelter, amenities, spoils
and riches and not only that, but you’re already the favorite of the boss and
haven’t even gotten your first job yet.” The Wolf smiled.
“I
mean…” I began, unsure what I was supposed to say to that. Truthfully I didn’t
care, “I kind of just want to be left alone and disappear into my own little
world for the night. You’re awesome but I like my alone time…”
“Alright…”
The Wolf sighed sadly, getting to his feet, “Just let me know if you need
anything.”
I rolled my eyes as he left, hating
the slight guilt he made me feel. Nonetheless, I continued on with my leisure
filled night. In the back of my mind, the things The Wolf said to me lingered.
He was right. Even if I wasn’t planning on staying here long, I did need to
make more friends. People did need to like me! Being the odd man out meant that
if things hit the fan, I’d be the first one thrown to the wolves! This was a
harsh but true reality.
As the night came in, I slept. The
next day rolled in after some pretty restless sleep. I got up, getting ready
for this day. The only thing I could think about was trying to improve my
relationship with people in this place, but how? There was no relationship with
people here. People would see me and almost panic, it seemed. Truly I wasn’t
that terrible of a person.
I sighed, leaving the room, heading
down to breakfast. It went as normal, no one talking to me, just the isolated
stare and constant ignoring. It was almost frustrating not being acknowledged
but what could I expect? I did it to myself.
The day continued to drag on, even
with the private training with Devari. It was almost an exact repeat of the way
things went yesterday. It seemed to infuriate him as we lay across each other.
He just stared, and stared.
“I
know I’m terrible at sex…” I sighed, staring at the ceiling.
“You’re
not terrible, you just don’t give a fuck! But you will… We can keep trying
everyday until you get it right.” He said. It made me look at him.
“Seriously?”
I asked.
“You
better learn how to fake it at least!” He said, getting up, “See you tomorrow.”
All I could do was just roar out
from frustration as I lay there. It left me to my thoughts. For this being our
second session, it made me concerned as to why Devari and I hadn’t had
penetrative sex yet. Was he holding back in some strange way, this being some
odd little game of his? Considering the thing Devari has had to do in the past,
and his very devilish nature, it was truly hard to tell.
One thing that did change though,
was the fact that his complaints didn’t get to me any more. It was almost
liberating, the feeling of not caring about being good at sex! The next day
rolled in, and it was time for the third day of training. Devari and I went
back at it. This day, I just sat stiff like a robot as he kissed and tongued
me.
He paused, looking at me intently.
His face grew so red.
“I
can FUCKING punch you right now!” He said, very upset. All I could do was
laugh, “You think this is funny?”
“It
kind of is…” I said, looking at the pitiful boy. He just stared at me, fists
clenched. Oddly, this was gratifying. He seemed so frustrated, at his wits end
with me, at a loss for words.
His anger gave way to the most
devious smile. My heart began to race as I knew his evil mind was devising a
way to get back at me. He reached over pulling out a bottle of lube. My breath
ceased as my heart sank to my stomach. For the first time since we did anything
with each other, his member was solid like a rock.
This put a fear in my unlike
anything I ever felt before. It was kind of like an excitement. Deep down,
there was anticipation for this moment. Devari began to chuckle.
“I’m
going to hate fuck you into oblivion!” He said plainly. All I could do was
stare at the ceiling. Despite wanting this deep down, I felt icky, as if this
was the ultimate betrayal to Richard.
Firm hands grabbed my left leg,
pushing it up. A finger slid between my cheeks, causing me to draw up with
sharp pain.
“Shit,
you’re like a clamp back here!” He noted, smiling in anticipation. He rested my
leg across his shoulder as he poured lube into my ass. His finger began to
slide in with far less pain and more ease. It almost felt good.
The whole time Devari eyed me like
he was a demon of lust. It did something to me, moved me in ways I didn’t know
I could be moved. My cock lay across my belly, throbbing with urges as Devari
continued to finger my hole. His eyes and mine seemed to lock on each other,
blocking out all that was around.
Soon, he looked down, placing his
cock at my entry point. He then slowly looked me in the face, letting me know
the inevitable was about to happen. I didn’t want to watch at this point.
Slowly I closed my eyes, bracing for that oh so familiar ripping and spreading
feeling. The head of Devari’s shaft began to enter my walls. Inch by inch it
crept forth. Soon, the intensity made me grab the blankets on the sectional! My
eyes jolted open, as I gasped, realizing he still had more cock to plunge into
my depths.
Soon, the only thing hanging out of
me was his balls. He looked down at his work, wiggling around as if he was
trying to make room in there. He seized up, his face wadding up tightly as he
did it. He then slowly began to pump in and out. The intensity almost made me
want to scream! Devari wasn’t small by any means, and his dick was in deep!
“Fuck!”
He said, leaning over top me.
He began to pump harder and harder.
Within a few seconds, his body seized.
“WHAT
THE FUCK?” He said, seemingly angry. He pulled out, white ooze dripping from
his member. Slowly, he looked at me. My heart raced, the boy looking so angry.
He shook his head, nostrils flared and teeth gritted.
“You
are one tight ass motherfukcer!” He said, “Never has anyone made me cum this
fast! And you still don’t fucking understand how amazing this makes you!” He
began to crawl back over onto me. He slid his member in me once again, “Like,
you…” His face wadded up tightly as he stroked away, “Are… so… perfect…”
He pounded away until all I could
feel was numbing bliss. He pressed my leg so tightly to my chest it caused
friction as he pounded. He kissed my chest and neck, making his way up to my
mouth. I didn’t want to return these kisses. The euphoria wasn’t greater than
the guilt. My eyes opened, seeing Devari looking deep into them with so much
concern and longing. He continued to pound me down for a quite a while. Soon,
he dug his nails into the blankets, letting out a guttural groan. He fell on
top of me, panting heavily. We both were covered in sweat.
Slowly, he crawled from on me,
seeming to withdraw into himself.
“You
know,” He began, “I wish you enjoyed me as much as I enjoyed you.”
“If
I wasn’t in love, maybe.” I said. He looked at me with bitterness before
sighing and getting to his feet. It honestly made me feel terrible. I was so
torn between wanting to give myself to Devari and holding out for Richard.
It was tear inducing feeling this
low. I grabbed a robe, heading out of the studio up to my room. As I did, a
shadow passed over the windows in the upper warehouse. It was either Bazahra or
Silver. This made me excited! I went to the roof, seeing it was Bazahra.
“Hey,
girl.” I asked. She ignored me, preening like she always did. I ruffled her
feathers a bit before taking the letter out from her pouch. There was no
hesitation with reading it:
‘You…
I don’t want
there to be anything between us any more! I’ve been thinking and come to
realize that everything that has happened to me happened after you came into my
life… And those things are not good! You’ve started a chain reaction that
ruined everything! Not only that, but there was trust between us and you went
behind my back and slept with Mercury… That is a betrayal I just can’t forgive!
Not only
that, but you’re living a low life that you’ve shamed before! How,
hypocritical! You’re being whored around and fucked senseless while I wait for
you to return. Why must I put myself through that for someone like you? You’re
not this pristine and perfect individual. You are facetious, manipulative, just
down right cunning. Well I caught on! You played me well enough, got my kingdom
lost, my parents killed, and everything I ever cherished gone! This will be the
last time I write you, the last time I support you, the last time you ever hear
from me.
We. Are.
Finished!
Richard Bourgion…’
The air was still, my breathe ceased! What the fuck did I
just read? So many emotions began to flood me as I processed what the letter
meant. I had to sit down. Standing was not the wisest idea at the moment! I had
to reread the letter for to be sure this was what I was reading! Was this even
Richard’s handwriting? Surely it couldn’t be! He could never think this way!
But it was his handwriting… This made me feel sick to my
stomach. I felt like I betrayed him, this unrelenting shame forming a hazy aura
around me. If I could, I’f rush back to him and make this right. However, the
only thing I could do was write a response. I looked at Bazahra.
“I’ll
be back.” I told her. She continued to preen as I made my way down the stairs.
Tears of desperation and frustration began to well up in my
eyes, but not escaping. The shock held the tears in place. I sat down at my
desk, finally a tear escaping as I leaned forward to grab pen and paper. It was
time to write:
‘Richard,
I don’t
understand where you are coming from here! When I left, we both agreed we
wouldn’t pursuit a relationship further yet your writing makes it seem like we
are committed to each other. Don’t get me wrong! I love you! Being here feels
wrong and every awful day I spend here, I think of you!
You have to
understand how horrible this place is! I’ll never be able to wrap my head
around it nor be comfortable here! I have to wake up extremely early every
morning, be subjected to degrading rules and train for hours and hours a day.
If I disobey an order I get beat and put in holding, my training prolonged! If
I don’t meet the standards of my training, which I’ve been struggling to do, I
get more and more training. This is not easy. The only way I can get through
this is to think that one day I’ll get to see you again! But now…
I’m
incredibly saddened by what happened to your family and kingdom! But you can’t
blame me for this! I was taken from my home thousands of miles away and you
know this! I didn’t ask to be here! I didn’t ask to be taken away from my
family! I didn’t ask to be forced to be the animal trainer of your father! I
didn’t ask to discover what I discovered which led to this! It happened and
there’s nothing I can do about it! Do you see me pointing the finger at anyone?
No! I refuse!
We have to
cope with changes and make best of them. I can’t be blamed for the death of
your father or mother! I had nothing to do with it! Your father was on drugs
long before I got here and was on a spiral downward. Your mother, truly a great
woman and I’m saddened she’s gone! But it was not my fault! Your kingdom? I
understand you had the Ziggurat for about two weeks. I can’t be blamed for you
losing it either.
Again, I’m
sorry all of this is happening to you but blaming me for it doesn’t make an
ounce of sense! You took a foreigner out of his habitat and forced him to exist
in one strange to him! There was already shit going on long before I got here
and you know it! I don’t know what bug got into your ear but get it out, now! I
love you Richard, love you more than you can understand! But I’m not the one to
blame here…
Yours always,
Kijus’
This was so strange. Maybe he had
gotten comfortable for those two weeks on the throne. I don’t know, but this
wasn’t the same Richard writing me that I fell in love with. This was one who
had changed and I wanted that old one back! I folded the letter, making my way
up to Bazahra. She took the letter as I watched her fly off into the horizon
with baited breathe.
I waited and waited, the bird never
returning. Those pent up tears stayed until the night came. Regardless, I
stayed all night until the sun rose again. The midday eventually arrived and
the bird still hadn’t returned. My heart began to tear as I realized there
might not be any getting through to Richard. His heart could have been set on
what he felt. He may had been telling the truth when he said that was his last
letter to me.
There were no words to describe the
despair I was feeling. To know the person you loved turned there back on you
for something you couldn’t help is devastating. It was almost infuriating. What
could possibly have made Richard think like this? What compelled him to write
this letter without merit or thought? I wanted to know!
The squeaking of the latch broke the miserable silence. It
was Devari looking furious.
“Why
the fuck are you up here? You’re late…” He said, storming over. I clenched my
head, getting to my feet.
“I’m
sorry.” I said. He suddenly paused, looking at me.
“Have
you been out here all night?” He asked. I didn’t respond, just walking past him
to the stairs, “What’s wrong? What happened? Did you get another letter?” Still
I didn’t respond, “Well, take a quick shower and fragrance up because I want
you to meet someone…”
“Okay.”
I finally responded.
I did as was told, eventually heading to the studio. There
Devari was sitting, looking nervous for some reason. I just stood there, eyeing
him in confusion. Devari’s eyes darted around, as if he were unsure of who I was.
This boy was acting damn strange!
“Okay…”
Someone said coming in the door. It was Devari. My mind was blown. I looked
back and forth between the two men.
“You
have a twin?” I asked.
“We’re
not twins. We’re actually six years apart. He’s still a kid.” Devari smiled.
“You
two look just a like…” I said, shaking my head.
“Well
in about a month’s time, my little brother will be taking over this place.
Unfortunately, he’s a virgin with virtually no experience…” Devari smiled.
“Dude.”
His brother frowned. Devari looked at his brother unpleased.
“Shut
up!” Devari snarled before glaring at me, “You’re taking his virginity…”
“No…”
I said plainly, “I can’t do that…”
“Mukir, tell him…” Devari smiled.
“Mukir, tell him…” Devari smiled.
“It’s
just, I remember you from a few weeks ago. You were walking with this really
tall Illisian. I was at the back of a warehouse sitting on some crates with
some friends. You were just…” Mukir blushed heavily, unable to look me in the
eye.
“How
old are you?” He asked.
“Eighteen!
I swear!” The boy smiled. I slowly turned to Devari.
“So
you’re twenty four?” I asked.
“Why
does it matter?” Devari retorted, blushing as well. All I could do was roll my
eyes.
“Why
do you want me to have sex with your brother?” I asked.
“See,
my brother’s not really gay. He’s a bit curious and wants to explore
somethings. But I remember him telling me about you a few weeks ago and then it
being pure coincidence you just show up. All I could hear was him saying, oh my god, Dev, I saw the most gorgeous guy…
like, I’d go gay for him… And other bullshit.” Devari shrugged.
“You
realize I’m right here right?” Mukir said.
“I
really don’t want to do this. Can you find someone else?” I asked.
“Not
many people fit the bill. Some too masculine, some too feminine, some too
hairy, too hairless, too short, too tall, too broad, too narrow… you, perfect!
Your disposition in bed, perfect…” He said.
“What
does that mean?” I asked.
“It
means I trust you more than anyone else to take care of my brother.” Devari
said, heading to the door, “I gotta go… I’ll be back in a few hours…”
“Don’t
leave me with this kid!” I begged. Devari didn’t listen, heading to the door.
He left, just leaving me staring at the door in contempt.
“You
know,” Mukir said, the sound of him getting up from the sectional not even
making me turn around, “He’s pretty busy and for him to be doing what he does
for you means he must really like you.”
“Can,”
I said turning around only to see Mukir towering over me, “Can you even get
aroused by a man…?”
“You
must wanna find out?” He asked, sharing that same devious smile as his
brother. On Mukir’s taller frame, it was
quite ominous though. I didn’t want to do shit with him!
“No…”
I said firmly.
He still smiled, looking me up and
down, edging closer and closer.
“Come
on.” He nudged. I wanted to hit him for being so persistent, so invasive, but
this was Devari’s brother and he seemed quite protective over the kid. It
seemed I’d have no choice but to comply. I rolled my eyes, the boy stopping.
“What’s
wrong?” Mukir asked.
“What’s
wrong? I don’t want to do this!” I snarled. Mukir sighed, steadily looking me
up and down.
“Okay,”
He said, taking my hand, leading me back to the sectional. We sat down, both of
our frames nearly disappearing into the plush fabric, “What would I have to do
to change your mind?”
I just stared at him bitterly before
rolling my eyes.
“Let’s
just get this over with…” I sighed, crawling over to him, “Were you previously
into girls?”
“I
guess… I’ve done a few things with girls but to be honest, I’ve been too afraid
to go all the way there.” He shrugged.
“So,
again, do you think you can get it up for a guy?” I asked.
“I
don’t know yet.” He shrugged.
“You
don’t mind if I…” I said, pointing to his crotch.
“No,
go ahead! Do anything you want to it! I don’t know what the hell I’m doing, so”
He said, giving me full leeway.
“I’m
not too different from you, to be honest.” I laughed, reaching for his
trousers. Slowly I slid my hand into his trousers, gently caressing his member.
Mukir watched my hand with uncertainty. He was definitely flaccid.
I gently rubbed his member,
continuing to crawl closer and closer until our lips were within a pull of each
other. Mukir looked at my lips intently, biting his. The proximity seemed to
get his blood flowing…
“Please,
let me kiss you.” He begged. There was some apprehension at first but it slowly
went away as I crawled onto him. My bum sat on his growing member, as our faces
came closer and closer. I planted a soft kiss on his lips, then another. We
began kissing more and more, the boy’s beefy arms and large hands not
hesitating to creep inside my robe.
Our kissing intensified, the boy pulling me closer and
closer until we were chest to chest. My fingers gently caressed his jaw as our
kissing continued. I don’t know how long this lasted but for some reason, I
could kiss him for hours! His lips were soft and caring, not concerned with his
own pleasure as much as they were mine.
It seemed he was happy with just the intimacy of our kissing
but lingering in the back of my mind was the fact that I was supposed to take
his virginity. The boy came up for air, breathing quite hard.
“Okay,
I can definitely get a hard on from a guy…” He smiled.
“You
want to explore more?” I asked.
“Yes!”
He said, with bright enthusiasm. It made me smile, the boy being so adorable.
I dove back in for a few more
kisses, before these kisses ran down his neck. We both began to unbutton his
blouse, revealing a body I would not assume an eighteen year old would have! He
was built like a warrior! Not only that, but he was covered in Syu tattoos. The
way they contoured to his body did something to me.
The kisses went lower and lower,
down to the boy’s trousers. As soon as my hand reached for the buckle, the boy
began scrambling to take off his pants. It was funny how excited he was. His
cock sprung to his belly with an audible plop. He smiled at me, blushing
realizing he couldn’t hide his eagerness.
I took a gentle hand around his
cock, slowly stroking it. I kissed the head of it, looking him directly in the
eye before placing my warm tongue on the underside. The boy jolted from the sensation.
Soon, I slowly engulfed it in my mouth moving up and down. The shock in the
boy’s eyes as well as the tension that filled the boy as I went up and down on
his cock made this moment feel surreal. I was actually taking this boy’s
virginity, the very first experience he had…
It felt wrong but so empowering!
I performed every trick I knew how on the boy’s member,
making eye contact and smiling every now and a again. He eventually closed his
eyes and just let the sensations do him in. Soon, he sprung up, clenching the
sheets as this look of almost worry came across his face!
“I’m
about to…” He began but it was too late. My mouth was filled with his spunk but
it tasted sweeter than anyone else's. It was strange!
I got up from my knees.
“You
want to do more?” I asked.
“Do
you?” He asked.
“No…”
I laughed.
“I mean, I kind of want to feel what it’s like to be inside someone.” He said, sounding disappointed.
“I mean, I kind of want to feel what it’s like to be inside someone.” He said, sounding disappointed.
“Stay
right here.” I said, getting up to retrieve some lube. I returned the boy just
staring at the ceiling. I lubed up his shaft copiously because he wasn’t small
at all. He didn’t seem as big as Devari but he was still substantial, “Be
warned. It might be intense at first. I’ve been told it’s very tight…”
“Okay.”
Mukir said, slowly leaning up to see what was happening.
I crawled over him, taking off my
robes all together. I picked up his member leaning back on it. It danced around
my entry point before I let it in. I seized from the thickness of his cock, not
expecting it to be so full. The boy’s physical stature made his cock seem
smaller than it was. Still though, I went down on it, letting it fill my ass.
Mukir’s face scrunched up as if he were unsure about this.
“Are
you okay?” I asked.
“It
is tight!” He nodded.
“It’s
not too bad is it?” I asked. A bit concerned for the kid.
“It
kind of hurts but whatever.” He said.
“All
right.” I shrugged, beginning to slow roll. The discomfort on the boy’s face
began to disappear as we continued.
He leaned up, matching my rhythm
with his very own thrusts. He laid his head on my chest, placing his hands on
my back. To him, it seemed like we couldn’t get close enough. This boy loved
his tenderness, loved his intimacy. He looked up at me deep into my eyes. He
kissed me with such heat and passion, only one other person ever matched the
intensity. There was something about Mukir that made me not mind having sex
with him. It felt real with him.
“Okay…”
He began, adjusting himself to be more comfortable. Somehow, I ended up on my
back, pulling the boy on top of me. He seemed surprised by the gesture. I
grabbed his cock, placing it in me once again. There was an audible slush from
the lube as it entered.
He paused, unsure what was next.
“Do
your will.” I smiled. It filled the boy with excitement as he began to roll his
hips in and out of me. Soon his confidence rocketed and he was pounding away at
me. It was intense! The boy had a lot of power behind his thrusts but it was
something about it that made it all worth it.
Minutes later, the boy tensed up
grunting out. He panted, crawling off of me. His penis dripped of his seed as
he lay next to me.
“So…?”
I asked.
“That
was amazing!” He smiled, wrapping an arm around my waist.
“Now
that we’re finished,” I said gently removing his arm from around my waist, “I
gotta go…”
“Wait…”
He said, “What’s your name?”
I didn’t care to respond, only grabbing my robe and rushing
out the door. I headed to the roof where hopefully Bazahra was. Upon arriving,
it was saddening to see she wasn’t there. I whistled out, hoping the bird would
show. Several minutes elapsed before I realized she wasn’t coming. I sighed,
heading back towards the stairs.
Suddenly, that all too familiar shriek rang through the
narrow alleys of the building. I turned, seeing the bird coming in for a
landing. She rushed over to me, happy for a rub down.
“How
are you this morning?” I asked her.
“Good.”
She said.
“How’s
Richard?”
“Bad… Not, talking to anyone. He read letter, threw fit and stopped talking to all.” She said. It struck me as odd.
“Bad… Not, talking to anyone. He read letter, threw fit and stopped talking to all.” She said. It struck me as odd.
“So
no new letter?” I asked.
“No…”
She responded.
“Stay
near here. I might be writing Gou really soon.” I said.
“When
can fly me gain? I want hunt!” She said, nuzzling up against my leg.
“One
day soon we’ll be able to hunt again! I promise.” I smiled at the bird.
She then looked past me, chirping cautiously. I turned
seeing Mukir standing there looking amazed.
“Cool,
what is this?” He asked, rushing over. Bazahra shrieked, puffing up quite
large.
“Don’t
approach her.” I warned.
“My
bad…” He said, backing away. The bird locked eyes with him, defleating her
plumage as she rested her head on my knee, “I’m guessing she doesn’t like me?”
“She
just misses the way things were.” I said, steadily rubbing her.
“Is
she some type of eagle?” He asked.
“No.
Her molt pattern is most similar to falcons but she behaves more like a parrot
than any raptor, to be honest. She is far more sociable than any bird of prey
you’ll meet.” I said.
“She’s
big as fuck!” Mukir noted.
“Thanks
for stating the obvious.” I said with an eyeroll.
“Just
how big is she?” He asked.
“She’s
about seven and a half feet long, thirty pounds and has a sixteen foot
wingspan.” I said.
“Damn
so does that mean she can bring down big game?”
“Oh
yes! She’s brought down prey up to three hundred pounds!”
“That’s
scary. I usually spend most of my time in the lower city aviary with the
raptors there but with my brother needing me here I can’t really go anymore.”
He shrugged.
“It
seems everyone here loves their birds…” I noted before whistling out. Bazahra
took off, disappearing behind the buildings. I got up, heading back to my room.
“So,”
Mukir began, following, “Why… why does she come here?”
“Let’s
not worry about all of that… thank you.” I said, heading down the stairs to the
base level of the warehouse.
“I
mean, where do you even get a bird like that?” He persisted.
“She
was a gift.” I shrugged, walking across the long floor of the warehouse.
“From
who?”
“I forgot who. I think some merchants gave her away and I was fascinated by her size when she was a chick. As a chick she literally was the size of a grouse…” I chuckled.
“I forgot who. I think some merchants gave her away and I was fascinated by her size when she was a chick. As a chick she literally was the size of a grouse…” I chuckled.
“How
long did it take her to grow?”
“A
pretty long time compared to smaller raptors. She would double in size every
month for a while. Then she started fledging and her flight feathers came in.”
I responded, growing tired of talking.
“How
did you manage to teach her how to fly?”
“I
made sure she was hungry and made her chase after my stag which had food being
dragged behind it. She caught on quick.”
Just as we turned the hall, we saw no one other than Devari.
“Well,
well…” Devari smiled, “How’d it go?” All I could do was roll my eyes and head
up the stairs.
“He
was really, really good! He wasn’t as in his head as you said he’d be. I think
it was because you told him I was a virgin, it gave him security to fall back
on. It wasn’t like I was expecting.” Mukir said. It made me pause and turn to
look at them.
“So
did you get him to be intimate in return?” Devari asked.
“Yes…
It was damn decent!” Mukir smiled.
I slowly came back down the stairs, looking at both men.
“You
tricked me?” I asked, glaring at them both.
“Let’s
not say tricked. More like, got you to do what you need to do by changing
things up a bit.” Devari blushed.
“If
I had a club I bludgeon you both…” I sighed.
“The
next part of your training will definitely be threesomes… I’m thinking later
today actually.” Devari said, that evil grin of his returning.
“I
like that…” Mukir added, rubbing his hands together deviously.
“Don’t
destroy me…” I sighed, knowing there was no way of getting out of it.
“Don’t
worry. We won’t…” Devari smiled.
It was a tantalizing wait, to be
honest. In the time for the call, I showered and cleaned myself good. I warmed
up oils and fragrances to rub over my body so they’d seep in different.
Richard’s letter sat on my desk still. I still didn’t know what to make of it
and longed for him back but as long as he was safe and out of harm’s way I
couldn’t be too concerned with it.
Soon, knocking on the door caught my
attention. Before I could answer it, Mardee barged in.
“The
brothers have called for you…” He didn’t wait for me to respond. He just left.
It was damn near comical how this guy didn’t like me. I still didn’t know his
end game. He was up to something.
I made my way down the stairs to the
studio. There Devari and Mukir were, both boys eyeing me with a predatory gaze.
It felt daunting walking over towards them but it was now or never! Devari
looked at me peculiarly, his brother looking back and forth between us both.
Devari’s strange look subsided as I came into grabbing distance.
He slowly put his hands within my
robes, caressing my waist. I looked down at him, daring him to make the next
move. The suspense seemed to do us all in! The boy seemed lost, staring deep
into my eyes. Mukuir wanted to know what would happen next. I just wanted to
taste him… I crawled onto him, sitting on his lap as we stared eye to eye. That
lost look in his eye went away as his cockiness returned. He slowly leaned in
to kiss me, our lips locking in a fluid, soft exchange. It began to grow hot as
I pushed back against him, kissing him with the same intensity that he kissed
me with.
I let loose, let all my passion I’ve
been holding in for the boy out! My tongue slipped into his mouth, as I
caressed his face. He suddenly withdrew, looking at me in shock.
“Wh...Whoa…”
He said before pulling me back to him. We resumed kissing, Devari continuing to
pull me down over him. He gently put me on my back, his kisses moving down to
my chest and belly.
Mukir wasted no time in coming over
to join the fray. He began to kiss me as well. Devari’s warm lips made their
way around my cock, servicing me in body tensing delight while his brother
kissed me more and more. Soon, Devari’s mouth moved from my member to my
butthole. He began eating to his heart’s content. The gentle tickles made me
moan out in joy. It wasn’t long before my legs were splayed apart and Devari’s
manhood was knocking at my door.
Mukir climbed over my chest, whipping out his cock.
“Open
wide…” He said, tapping my jaws. I did so. He shoved his cock down my throat
and began fucking me orally. His broad cock wasn’t too much too handle and I
let him do what he wanted. Devari then slipped his cock into my hole. He wasted
no time in getting the motion rolling. I wanted to moan but my mouth was
stuffed with Mukir’s manhood. He looked back at his brother, giving him a high
five.
Minutes later, I was filled with cum in both holes. Devari
pulled out his member, climbing over mine. Mukir went around back, sliding his
cock in. He groaned out.
“FUCK,
this tightness can never get old…” He began to pound me so hard that Devari,
sitting on top of me, moved.
Devari chuckled, grabbing the lube and pouring it over my
dick. I had to look to see what he was doing. He looked at me, seeing the shock
in my eyes. He grabbed my throbbing organ and placed it at his back door. He
slid it in, seizing a bit as he began rolling his hips. This was completely new
ground! Never would I have imagined myself penetrating someone!
Devari closed his eyes, getting lost in the rapid motion.
His brother continued to pound me fast and hard, as Devari rode me. Mukir
grabbed his brother’s member jacking him off as he rode me up and down. This
was the most thrilling moment I had ever felt. At all came together in one
explosion of an orgasm! Things afterwards were kind of a blur. I just remember
Devari kissing me and Mukir finishing his second load deep inside of me.
The three of us lay with each other, silent. It was pure
bliss.
“What
made you give in? I thought you’d just never do it.” Devari said.
“Nothing…”
I shrugged. Devari leaned up to look at me.
“In
case you haven’t noticed. You’re not a slave… You’re more so an asset. I use
you, you use me! This was our agreement. You can tell me… I know when
something’s wrong.” Devari noted.
“There’s
nothing wrong…” I sighed, not wanting to reveal to him just how heartbroken I
was, inside.
“Is
it something we should be concerned about?” Devari persisted to prod.
“No…”
I sighed, leaning up, “I’m going to my room…”
“I didn’t mean to make you leave…” Devari said.
“I didn’t mean to make you leave…” Devari said.
“Well
you did…” I responded, getting to my feet.
I returned to my room, just tired. For the third time that
day, I showered. It was nice! The warm steam readied me for bed! Upon exiting,
it shocked me to the core to see Devari sitting at my desk, looking at me in
disappointment.
“So,
you’re upset over that dethroned king?” He asked. My blood began to boil!
“Get
out!” I demanded, pointing to the door.
“No!
You let that little boy get inside you! You let him control your way of
thinking!” Devari said, picking up the letter and slamming it down.
“You
don’t know what the fuck you’re talking about!” I retorted.
“That
spoiled punk doesn’t need you! And the fact that you wasted so much time
holding onto him while in here…”
“Well, I LOVED THAT SPOILED PUNK! He was my very FIRST! And I wanted him to be my LAST! I never had anyone outside of my family stick up for me the way he has so you don’t know what it did to me to read that! It’s not that simple! This boy advocated for me in everyway! We loved each other!” I said, the tears I was trying to hold in for the past few days finally escaping. It put so much into perspective for Devari.
“Well, I LOVED THAT SPOILED PUNK! He was my very FIRST! And I wanted him to be my LAST! I never had anyone outside of my family stick up for me the way he has so you don’t know what it did to me to read that! It’s not that simple! This boy advocated for me in everyway! We loved each other!” I said, the tears I was trying to hold in for the past few days finally escaping. It put so much into perspective for Devari.
“I
can just look at you and tell that you’ve been through magnitudes more than
what that punk has. It’s not worth it being that upset over him. I don’t know why
you’re here but it doesn’t sound like it’s for him so be conscious of your end
mission! Fuck him! He doesn’t matter. Do what you got to do.” Devari said.
“Just
get out…” I begged at this point.
Reluctance was all over his face as he refused. He was seeing
the cracks in my veil of perfection and I couldn’t handle it! I was on the
verge of flipping out.
“GET
OUT!” I screamed, pointing to the door. He still sat, fear beginning to creep
into his mind as I grew more and more upset with his stubbornness.
Before I could rationalize, I rushed towards the boy. He
sprung to his feet as I drew my fists. He embraced me tightly, pulling me in
close for the most passionate kiss imaginable! I melted like wax to his flame,
unable to think at all under his magic. Our kiss drew to an end, frustration
unlike any other thing setting in.
“I
don’t know why I did that…” Devari sighed.
“NO,
this is not what I need…” I said, shaking my head, “I don’t need these
complications, these feelings!”
“I
didn’t mean to make you upset… I just… You’re actually a lot of firsts for
me...let’s… Let’s just pretend like none of this ever happened… This night… It
never happened.” Devari said.
“I
can do that.” I said, beginning to calm down.
Devari finally left. He left one
confused heart in his wake. I didn’t know what to make of my feelings for
Devari but I refused to let them get in the way of my end goal. He cared far
more deeply for me than I ever previously thought. However it was still
incredibly difficult to put trust in him. I couldn’t tell him why I was really
here. I had to keep using him like a pawn in my game but truthfully, I knew it
was going to backfire. Just like Richard, he would end up hurting because of my
actions.
However, Devari spoke it himself. He
said put my end game first and all else second and that included him. I don’t
think he knew that he wasn’t all of that important to me. Sure there were
feelings for him but would I feel anything for him if I had to do something
awful to him or his brother? Not at all.
These thoughts lasted from the night
to the morning. There was no sleeping. I got up, heading to breakfast unsure
what this day would have in store. As I made my way down in the early morning,
a strange man was walking around the factory with a clipboard. I hadn’t seen
him before but he seemed quite important.
I paused to look at him, realizing
he was not apart of this brothel chain.
“Move
along slave or you’ll be marked for resale too.” He said. It shocked me! He was
a debtor! Why was he here? What were his reasons!
I didn’t bother to ask him
questions. I rushed straight to Devari’s office, knocking hard. He answered
slowly, not happy to see me.
“What!”
He demanded.
“There’s
a debtor here sizing up the place.” I said.
“What?”
He said, suddenly awoken by the news, “Why didn’t my guards tell me of this?”
He scrambled to get dressed, heading in and out of the rear room where his
living quarters were. He went in for one last time, coming out with a shotgun.
He looked furious, storming out of
the room with the gun in hand.
“Lead
me to him!” Devari demanded. I did so, showing him the man on the center floor,
looking up at the numerous crates the warehouse had.
“All
of the merchandise will have to go… It’ll be sent to auction…” The man said.
“You’re
not sending shit to auction. You’re gonna leave my home! Who let you in here?!”
Devari said, aiming his shotgun at the man.
“I
got the proper paperwork and warrants to inspect this place. If you have a
problem you can talk to the council…” The debtor responded, unfazed.
“GET.
THE. FUCK. OUUUTTTTT!” Devari demanded once again.
His roaring woke up the entire
warehouse, his guards standing watch not able to do much due to the debtor’s
paperwork.
“You
won’t shoot me, child. You know what’s the penalty for that…” The debtor said
confidently.
“I
won’t?” Devari responded, rushing over to the man. He forcefully shoved the
barrel in the man’s face causing him to stagger. The metal left a big bruise
across the man’s face.
“ANIMAL!”
The debtor shouted.
“Devari…”
I said calmly, pushing the barrel from the debtors face. Devari’s slow burning
gaze softened as he looked towards me.
Without warning, I kicked the debtor in the chest, sending
him flying into the fan grates behind us. The man hit the ground, staggered by
the blow. He scrambled to get to his feet only to find himself flung towards
the long corridor towards the exit. He steadily tried to get to his feet, but I
continued to push him forward.
It was better this way than Devari killing the man. We
eventually got the man to the front
Lobby.
I kicked him out of the door throwing his clipboard after him. A number of
official guards were posted outside in case anything got serious. Devari rushed
out after them. I snatched his gun before he went out and made a mess of
himself.
“I’ve
been in court for the past two weeks getting the transfer paperwork done!
There’s NO reason my warehouse should be getting inspected for auction! My
paperwork got approved days ago! This is my brothel, my keep! If any of you
come back here again we’ll all go down in flames!” Devari snarled.
Before the debtor could respond, he went back into the
warehouse, slamming the door. He clenched his head, before looking at me.
“Thank
you for that… I was about to do something stupid.” He sighed.
“No
problem…” I said.
“We’re
still fucked…” Devari slowly looked to the desk where Mardee was sitting, “What
the hell man?”
“I’m
sorry, boss but he had those guards, all that paperwork to back him up and you
know I’m not the best reader.” Mardee pleaded.
“Next
time, you better fucking remember whose side you’re on!” Devari threatened.
He walked away, heading deep into the winding halls of the
warehouse...
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